Being a mom to Jack is just the most breath taking experience of my life. I find myself just staring at him in awe. I see the best parts of myself in him and pray that he wont inherit the bad parts of me. I literally feel like I can see him growing and it scares me how quickly time flies by. Life is so fast! I am trying to make sure that I remember all of the amazing things that motherhood has brought into my life. I was watching Jack sleep tonight and praying for him and I felt like crying because he is just so beautiful and I want so much out of life for him. I want to protect him from the world and to make sure that he stays an innocent soul. I want God to watch over him and I pray that Jack will follow HIM.
Sometimes I wonder if it is possible to be too happy. I worry that things can be too good and that something bad is bound to happen. I have been praying that God will help me to just let go and give him all my worries. I read this tonight and need to remember it, "Don't worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done. Then you will experience God’s peace, which exceeds anything we can understand. His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ Jesus" Philippians 4:6-7.
Please God- Watch over my family and take care of us. Thank you for giving me the best family that I could ever imagine. I am absolutely in LOVE them!
